and if it wasn't so cold, i'd swear that this was hell.

i gave it as fa…

timewontwait — Thu, 22 Dec 2011 21:09:18 +0000

i gave it as fair a chance as i could.
i wish you could just grow up.

i can’t help f…

timewontwait — Tue, 13 Dec 2011 02:56:38 +0000

i can’t help feeling really removed from everyone lately.
the only people i want to spend time with are the people that i can’t spend time with.

everything i love is ten hours away from me

timewontwait — Wed, 17 Aug 2011 19:08:59 +0000

after this last trip i can say that this place is no longer my home.
i have nothing here except the responsibilities that act as an anchor to this city that i hate.

timewontwait — Fri, 06 Aug 2010 05:42:59 +0000

making the switch.

jolene666.tumblr.com

timewontwait — Wed, 04 Aug 2010 05:02:09 +0000

i want to bitch about so many people but i don’t want to explain myself to anyone.
i guess i’ll just say that i’m generally unimpressed by the people i know (excluding a few, so don’t cry).

timewontwait — Fri, 23 Jul 2010 02:33:09 +0000

basically three weeks left in windsor for the summer.

timewontwait — Thu, 15 Jul 2010 03:22:42 +0000

1. i am SO glad i got to hang out with val tonight. made me remember that there is at least one person who is not complete garbage in this city. we need to never do tandem vacations and not see each other for 3 weeks ever again.

2. i actually think i have some form of ADD. if i can convince my doctor to give me pills for it, maybe i can do well in school from now on.

3. really considering going back on anti-depressants lately. i know everyone in my life fucking hates them and the fact that i need/want to use them but whatever. i just want to be happy, be it artificial or not. i’m going to be a drug queen! haha.

4. i know i say this in every post but i really have to stop shopping. i don’t need a single thing but i can’t stop spending my money. half the clothes i buy, i seriously never wear. from now until i leave for tih, i’m going to work my little butt off and not spend a dime on unnecessary things. hold me to it.

5. i need to stop drinking so much. i get a little drunk and then i just go wild. i don’t notice how many drinks i’m having because they start to taste like water or pop and i just don’t stop. i get so drunk that people have to literally pick me up off the ground and i feel like i am about to die. it happened once in philly and once the weekend i got home. i’m not fifteen. this shouldn’t happen anymore. self control, get in my life.

6. i’m looking forward to school again only because i feel like i will be less bored once class starts. i have a pretty decent schedule and am hoping i can shift my ass into gear and actually do well this year.

i guess that’s it. my life is so boring and stupid.

timewontwait — Fri, 09 Jul 2010 04:34:54 +0000

this doesn’t feel like home.

timewontwait — Sun, 20 Jun 2010 05:27:17 +0000

starting to get bummed about leaving and feeling weirdly attached to my mom.
what’s going on?

timewontwait — Fri, 18 Jun 2010 01:43:01 +0000

well, i’ve made it to my second year of university.
i switched my degree to just plain honors english and have added a sociology minor.

schedule:

monday- no class
tuesday/thursday- 10:00am- 11:20am contemporary literary theory
1:00pm- 2:20pm canadian literature
4:00pm- 5:20pm canadian poetry
wednesday- 2:30pm- 5:20pm sociology
friday- no class

then i’m taking some online theatre class.
almost kind of excited for this semester.